whoo.back from ATC at pulau ubin. met up wif edwin at jurong east and headed down to tanah merah where we took bus no. 2 down to changi village, to catch a ferry to ubin.met up wif other CIs.took a van down to the campsite where both us alighted at the wrong site of the camp,we are supposed to go to sec2 campsite,but we alighted at the sec3 site. so we walk up to the sec2 site.help around and headed down for campfire at the sec 3 site.so far super fun.haha.

"Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me"

have been thinking,maybe ur rite,i may have been contridicting myself.i'm jus tryin to hide the fact tat i actually still like you.but there's nothing i can do.u are one special person,i donno y,but i jus feel tat.there's no one tat can make me feel this way other than you.guess i've already lost...

isaac

watched enchanted today wif john,jemmy,graceF,cheryl,shawn and charlene. well pretty funny show,but abit too cliche and corny.ha.met up wif shawn in the bus and headed down to vivo,where we met up wif john and jemmy.and we wait for the 3 girls.bought the tix and had lunch at carls junior.ha. overall is fun.ha. tml last paper,after tat going down to check out out the printing for the tees and down to bugis to pass forms to tingting and i have to call the bus company fot transport for next friday.


sigh.this feelings really sucks.i really don wan them anymore.wads the use of loving someone but tat person can't even return it.is this wad they call one sided love?? i donno,who cares.

isaac

watched BRATZ today wid jemmy,chris,john,wawa,bre and er... charl.it seems wawa,chose bratz.i tell you,its all pink/bimbo-y/easy to jack at movie.as in seriuosly lahz.sheesh.and there girl at the back of us,she laughs like total hyena,which sounded retarded and make her sounds like some stucked up rich kid who wans the world to notice her.wth.
had some sushi buffet or whatever u call it.ha.and before tat met up wif bre to order the shirts.and guess they got no maroon shirts.howhowhow..


i jus got so much things to release from the inside.pain/sadness whatever. and i jus don wann to release here to let the whole world see.
falling for you is worth it??now i wonder..its more of a yes and no answer i guess. and sometimes i wish i never had,jus to save me the pain. its alright u treat me like a transparent being but..ah nvm forget it..


"I want to step aside
I want to give it up
Before I lose it all
It's tearing me inside
The way you break me down"

isaac

I guessed its really..hmm, hard to really like a person,wen tat person jus donno whether how he/she feels for you.one moment he/she say they like you den the next moment or a few week/months down the road,they tell u a different story.well in such cases, is it wise to hold on??i donno. but all i can say is that its really hard to love/like such person,eventhough u reallyhave deep feelings for tat person. cos ur in constant fear tat they might tell u differents thing from time to time. sometimes u can't help but to blame urself but wad can u do. and sometimes they push the prob and instead of talking thru it. oh well life is such.

isaac

Alrighty..i'm done wif watchin take the lead..doing tat show for some presentation for one of my module..
man,the show is damn nice i tell you..,i bet grace can vouch for tat.hah.
anyway,i know its pretty late now,its like 1.56am,but sorry man,last min work,haha.so yea.but anyway,was so preoccupied with show and dance moves..ahah.off to maple i guess

isaac