guess i was stupid enough to believe we are gonna have another chance.
i'm jus trying to get out of vicious cycle.
guess i don wanna fall in love again.
sometimes i msg you,u don reply.
we hardly talk much.
u jus got nothing to say or jus donn wanna talk to me?
and i'm kinda tired of serving in CG.i really need a break.
maybe a different enviroment.attending another church will be nice,for awhile.
How long till my heart can love again I tried and I tried - I don't know what else to do How long till this broken heart mends Will I ever be over you
isaac
Sunday, July 19, 2009
am really really tired now.
been having oni 7 hrs of sleep the past 2 nights.
fri went out with polo frens.
hanged out till around 1plus before going home.
got home bout 2 and manage to sleep at 3.
sat woke up at 8.breakfast with parents at causarina.
saw pastor sng eating.
den rush home and rush down to fren's house at doby for FYP
in the night was dinner buffet at some hotel to celebrate my dad's bday.
den wen out to meet mel,loy and eliot at 11 plus for supper at rail mall
chatted till 2.30 before headin home.
am i a fool?
am i jus being stupid??
to hold on to something thats impossible?
isaac
Saturday, July 18, 2009
super nice song.damn old but heard it on how i met your mother....
yeap.
Robin Hackett//Hard Left
Sorry Baby but its getting too much to take I close my eyes I know my hearts about to break I'm down on my knees tryin to pick myself up When the battles over, seems nothins not enough
The way you do me, you know it hurts me to the bone How you touch me, I'd be better off alone Sayin I'm sorry till I'm blue in the face Leaves me empty with no love left to waste
We promise to have, oh we promise to hold How does a promise ever grow old
So listen baby, I'm gonna get back on my feer Tuck this old shirt and wipe the crimson off my cheek Remember these secrets were all that I kept When I pull out this driveway and hang a Hard Left
We promise to have, oh we promise to hold How does a promise ever grow old
isaac
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
super tired.
okie.had so called high tea at crystal jade today with the "starbucks gossip gang",kenneth and des.
den we walked over to cold rock.ha.
we couldn't decide to eat cold rock or frolicks
in the end des,eliot and kth ate frolicks while mel,loy and me went for frolicks
we sat outside cold rock and crap all the way to 9.30.
before hitching a ride home in loy's car.
got squeezed real bad,cos des mel kth oso hitched a ride.
isaac
Friday, July 10, 2009
sighs!!
really.this waiting is really fustrating.
i'm here waiting,while u go round having ur fun.
y is it have to be this way.
i really dono.
everytime i see you its jus so weird for me.
wad should i say.
u always seems to be ignoring me.
i jus dono..
i guess this whole fiasco.
a mistake.
a joke.
a laughing stock.
worst still,i'm still loving someone,who hurts time after time.
u tell me u lost trust in me.
now u tell me ur rebuilding it.
wads the point.it will nv be the same.
think bout.
trust is like a vase..but once broken,u can fix it back,but it will nv be the same.
u talk bout trust so easily,oh i'm tryin to rebuild it and stuff
"Never make someone a priority, when all they make you, is an option"
have u ever heard this sayin...??
i tried so hard for the things i did for the relationship.
all the efforts.yet,u did it 3 times.
each time,got together,u tell won happen again.
srsly,i think ur jus making me as an option.
now even as a fren.i feel i'm jus an option.
tried being a good fren by lendin a listening ear.