It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you

isaac

don worry.if u wan me to give up.
i'll give it you.

isaac

I WAN TO GET A YAK PAK BACKPACK!!!
THE WAN WITH ALL THE DINO IMPRINTS.!!

isaac

tues
long day.had swim training after schl.really don wanna go.ha.
phew good thing she din go.
anway.did 300m of kicking den 10x50m kicking,den 10x50m dash.den 10x25m kickin den 4x25m dash and finally 6x15m.haha.damn tiring i tell you.haha
wed
finished schl at 11.wen for a short swim.before going home.den came back to schl at around 5 plus.for waterpolo.WTH 6 ppl inculding myself went oni lahz.haha.oh well.was kinda fun though.

so hooked on
98 degree's the hardest thing
def leppard's when love and hate collide(acoustic)


sometimes u have to get rid of "monsters" in your life

isaac

sometimes in life.
wen someone say they love you.
it could be a lie.
they are out to hurt u real bad and then throw u to one side like trash.
wen tat someone is done fooling wif ur feelings

isaac

SENTOSA TODAY!!!
super fun.play volleyball wif some of jireh's old polymates.
fun bunch.ha.
back to schl tml.
UGHH!!

sometimes i wonder whether y in the hell do i still hold on to YOU?
wen all u do hurt ppl again and again,
jus a waste of time.
if u have nothing to say,y even reply in the first place.

isaac

woohoo!!
finally got my hands on parachute band's new album!!
NICE..

isaac

water polo POL-ITE is over.
though we got last out of the 5 polys.
it was a good learning experience for everone.
though we gave everyone a good fight.especially TP.
but well.wads over is over.there's NUS open(possibly) and next year POL-ITE.
kinda happy wif myself,scored 2 goals.haha.

kinda got injured though.got cut from donno who and a strained neck.

isaac

sometimes goodbye is a second chance.

isaac

waterpolo match 1
against NP.
as expected,we lost,15-3.
well,its good experience.
quite fun though.players from both teams were trash talking during the game.ahahah
today will be against RP at 7.


its all because of you.

isaac

waterpolo POL-ITE games starts today!!yikes
first match against NP at 7.
ughh!!
scared!


anyway.i really donno wad to do anymore.i really wan to make things better for us.
i need ur help.
i still like u and all
and i really donno wif there's gonna be chance for us.
i took this risk to hold on.so i'm hopin u won disappoint me

isaac

currently in schl.ahaha
sometimes it really sucks.
wen u actually like some,and tat someone jus suddenly give up on you.
tat feelin is so sucked up tat it makes u feel like shit
makes u feel betrayed.and u have to pick up the pieces unanswered.

I Don't Care By Apocalyptica Feat. Adam Gontier of Three Days Grace
Try to make it through my life, in my way, there's you
I try to make it through these lies, that's all I do
Just don't deny it
Just don't deny it and deal with it, yeah
Just deal with it
You try to break me,
You wanna break me... bit by bit,
That just part of it

If You where dead or stiil alive
I don't care, I don't care
And all the things you left behind
I don't care, I don't care

I try to make you see my side
Always trying to stay in line
But your eyes see right through
That's all they do
I'm geting tired of this shit
I'v got no room when it's like this
What you want of me just deal with it

(nothing can care about, nothing can care about)
(you won't be there for me, you won't be there for me)
If you were dead or still alive
I don't care, I don't care
And all the things you left behind
I don't care, I don't care

isaac

sometimes it feels very fcuked up wen ppl say u for something i din say or do.
wad makes it worst is tat,they still act ignorant tat they din do anything wrong.

but really..
i din even say a single thing bout anything..
yet i was told to stop sayin bullshit..and was to even grow up..
i really donno whose at fault..
tat person is tryin to ignore explaining things to me..

IVP at toa payoh swim pool really brought back memories...

isaac

i'm totally burned out!!
have been spending my 6 weeks holidays in the pool!!
seriously having muscles fatigue..
and swim IVP is sat and sun
den after is POL-ITE games for water polo on 21st to 24th
i'm jus wait for all this to be over.

I NEED MY REST!!

somehow ireallymissyou

isaac

it really hurts.
wen someone u really like didn't keep their words.
sometimes you dono wad to do.
but deep down you love them to the core.despite wad they did.
isn't it weird??

isaac

Fri
Went down for swim training.more ppl went compared to thurs.ha.
sun was shining bright.perfect time to really tan.haha.anyway i got really dark.
after training play polo abit before heading the showers.den me and jerome headed down to PS.ate at mos burger.den wanted to get the sleeping panda graphic tee from graphic tee shop.but don have.so we walked around.den bused down to wisma cos jerome wanted to.but first we ended up at taka.and they were having some levi's sale thing or whatever.so checked out the tee.so tot of getting it instead.so tried here and there.
Sunday
membership comfirmation!! so i'm OFFICIALLY a member of fairfield.after tat was mission trip training.den i hitched a ride back home from uncle james.ate lunch at westmall.talked bout the old choir days and how young ones has grown.AS IN REALLY GROWN BIG!!!ha.walked around den ventured into precious thots.he bought this cup say "Live To Party,Forced To Work"LOL.

i'm really donno wad to do.to be angry,confused or sad/disappointed.i guess all 3!!

isaac

TIRED!
wen sentosa yesterday wif justin,jin,jireh,wawa,alwyn and me.
freaking packed i tell you.
we played beach vball on a makeshift court,we drew lines on the sand.
den we played touch rug wid some of jirehs frens.hah.damn fun.
we then headed back to vivo.walked around to find suitable place to eat but end up food republic. everyone was going for 2 servings of dinners.ha.

right now i really wish i was somewhere faraway.

isaac