i'm chionging!!
javajavajava.
anyway.last paper.den i'm free.
got my new phone today!!
rushed to vivo for the roadshow.
and my dad got a psp slim from his fren.
my dad say his fren don wan anymore.so give us.
how cool is tat!?
isaac
AND I'M FREE!!
but really hope i don get to repeat anymore modules.
next mon,ITP starts.
and i can't decide which to get..
a&f shorts or old navy shorts?
currently hooked
neutral milk hotel!!
isaac
today 2nd last paper.
don really feel like studying anymore.
can't wait till 8.10pm.tats when todays paper will be over.
sorry for everything.
i'm jus gonna wait.
isaac
yayayayay!!!
maths paper is over.
T1A was really packed.
studied at fc2 before going up for exam.
now left with 2 more papers.
one on monday night,and thurs afternoon,den after tat is bintan.
hah.
gotten my attachment.
all the way at raffles.clifford point
swam today.den met wif joanna to buy colour pencils for fusion at bras brasah.
haha.
den head to raffles city.treated her ice-cream as i owe her.
den she went shopping.den took bus home.
isaac
rushed home from schl jus now.
ate dinner.and went down to the airport.
to see josh off.
quite alot of ppl where there.
anyway.maths paper tml.
hoping i can pass it.somehow,i'm not panicking.
is it a bad sign??i donno.
isaac
maths paper on fri.
FUSION on sat.haha.
shucks.tml will be in schl for extra lessons,den to the airport to send josh off.
fri mornin will be exam,den swimming.
pretty hooked on straigh no chaser cover of makes me wonder.
isaac
Since I first held you
But to me it feels just like
It feels like a lifetime
I'm trying hard to re-arrange
But some say it's the hardest thing to do
But that's just too many days without you
18 days//saving abel
isaac
EXAMS!!
done wif first paper.
hope i can pass it.
can't wait for next thurs.
going to bintan.
den it will be attachment during the holidays.
but haven gotten my company yet.
gonna save money
getting A&F shirt and polo tee
more threadless.
and a projectshop bag.
prob selling off my cumpler..
see how it goes.
sometimes ppl jus wan to get rid of u to fulfill their plans..
not gonna say anymore.
if u say i'm stubborn,its fine.
isaac
"To some, love is a word
That they can fall into
But when they're falling out
Keeping that word is hard to do"
Warren Barfield//love is not a fight
yea.but wen we were together,have u trusted me?
i don think so.
i mean,u trusted more wad ppl have to say,den trusting in us.
and can't believe u even tot i'll go stalked u.
isaac
it hurts not be trusted.
especially,wen someone u like trust a someone more,and she doesn't trust u at all.
after many years,den tell she doesn't trust u at all.
she actually....urgh!
James 1:19
Everyone should be quick to listen. But they should be slow to speak. They should be slow to get angry.
isaac
another day of studying.
went schl to meet rach chew after her financial management lesson.ate at kfc
before headin to lib to study.
studied quite alot,surprisingly.
den headed to t21 for extra lesson.
mom is leaving for JB tml,for some retreat.
hoping to get my new phone this weekend.
stuck between E71 and F480
last person on earth u wan talk to...?
well u get wad u wan
thanks for the accusations
isaac
okie.its really bored wen u spent time at home jus studying.
anyway.went schl to swim today.and had one lesson today.
before heading down to national library to meet jerome to study.ha.
he was late as usual.
anyway browsed thru my ipod,and decided to tune to emerson drive.
was hooked on them quite some time back.but after listenin to the new songs by them.
i got hooked all over again.hah.
urghh.gotta find their cd.
isaac
i got birds in my ears
and a devil on my shoulder....
study week.tryin to chiong as much as possible.seriously not wantin to forward any damn shitty modules.as the course itself is crap.
3 modules in one sem and is all core modules.sheesh.
next to worry is to finding a suitable company for attachment.thinking of working at ikea or some shop in funan.i donno.have to get it done before exam starts.
i need to save if i really wanna zoom off to australia to study either at murdoch or UWA...
there's still time to think bout it and save.or NZ is not bad place too.ha
isaac
have been thinking
if i ever quit schl now,i go army,get over with army,den can go do something else,and never go back into IT.
but will be a waste if i quit now.i donno man.
prob complete poly,go army and start with something new,something i have interest in.
have been eyein,crimiology,theology and sports science at murdoch.
architecture at UWA or sports science at PSB.
but really hoping to do theology at murdoch,prob is moo-lah.
i really dono.really wanna get away man.
anyway.friday.
shitty day.call back by teacher 3 times.saw someone.
shan't explain.
but met joanna at clementi.ha.
wanted me to accompany her to JP to collect some photos.ahaha.
walk around,went home,and went to jireh's house,where i met her again.hah
isaac
i want to GIVE UP!!
i donno how i can go through another year doing this shit!!
its too much,its not something i'm interested in.its jus something tats pulling me down!!
slogged my ass off,doing java,all the way to 12 midnight,on tues.
den from 9.30 to 5 on wed.
i dono wad to do.
all i'm feeling now,is giving up.
Well I will walk by faith
Even when I cannot see
because this broken road
Prepares Your will for me
i wish u were here.
isaac
youre just this one nightmare!
isaac