Hinder//Without you

I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper

Cause somethings changed
Youve been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that Im ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, Im seein myself so differently
I didnt wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
Im fine
Without you

Called you up cause its been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, Im seein myself so differently
I didnt wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
Im fine,
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
I just wanna be alone tonight,
I just wanna take a little breather.

isaac

if only u did care.
if only u hold on
if only u didn't give up so easily jus cos of tat setback
if only u listen u to wad u feel and no get influence by wad others say
if only .....

but in the end u have To build me up and tear me down,Like an old abandoned house.
everything was fine.though there was abit of problems but can't we sit down and discuss it over.
does breaking up ur only option??are u tryin to get rid of me.i donno.u hold the answers.
all u can do is hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad,
But in the end I'd do it again to relive what we had.

telling u delete my number,jus to save our relationship but in the end,where it ends up
u spoiling everything.jus cos u are eager to break up.

this is where hate and love collide!

isaac

Sunrise Avenue//Fairytale Gone Bad

isaac

exam is bout a week away.can't wait for it to be over.
after tat will be a big rush.
straight after exams will be youth camp,den one day rest will be mission trip.
oh yea.on wed,had training.damn fun.
training was kinda slack but super funny.tat lifesaver girl came,and i finally got to know her name.ha.
but oh well.jus an eyecandy.

isaac

OMG!!
i'm so hooked on jason mraz live vids on youtube.
acoustic version too.

life is wonderful


I'm yours

isaac

had training today.
super tired.hah.
2 girls join,lynette and liz(whatever her name is)
anyway,they tried first hand being in a game.
well was good experience for them.

yay.got my david cook album!!right from the net.hah
yes.i'm a pirate.
i'm so hook on Lynyrd Skynyrd's free bird!!

If I leave here tomorrow
Would you still remember me?
For I must be travelling on, now,
cause theres too many places Ive got to see
But, if I stayed here with you, girl
Things just couldnt be the same
cause Im as free as a bird now
And this bird you can not change
Lord knows, I cant change

isaac

Fri
no schl today!!
the nation needs my lectuerer.
so from 8 to 12 no lessons.
wen to schl early to swim,and do some waterpolo drills.
den wen for PEP before going back to the pool the join some of the juniors.
saw tat life-saver girl again.hah.
anyway,had kfc fro lunch,den took train wif 2 of the juniors.
den they were checking out this whole bunch of touch rug girls from donno where.all wearing yellow tee.
2 of them alighted at the same stop as me,and one took the same bus home.
was in the bus wen she came up to talk to me.hah.
Sat
sentosa outing.
wen early to book space but totally forgot there's sentosa-MOE beach volleyball challenge.
so lazed around until the others came.
saw jireh's fren,and was contemplated whether to join them or not
went back to vivo wif the rest and had carl's junior.ha.
wen home,den head to hospital,cos my grandma got admitted(dad's side)
my grandma damn cute.she's like damn scared of going hospital but when she was there,she was looking around like some smal kid.haha.


jus holding on....

isaac

To you,
i'm sorry for everthing.i know i'm not good enough.
SORRY.

isaac

tell me
how can a person suddenly stop loving someone??
is either tat person,is foolin around or wasn't serious bout the whole relationship or the other party did something wrong.
so which is it??

i so deep in this shit hole,i can't get out.
all thanks to you

isaac

well...

isaac

i jus hate everything thats going on now.
first.relationship crap.
then ur dad comes nag at you,wen u forget to do something like take out the trash.and worst still wen u try to shut him up.he changes subject and switches to ur studies.WTF.says ur not studying,oni how to play computer wen u come back.like huh,can't u see tat i've my lecture slides on my screen.i hate it wen my parent judge me by my appearance,and not wad i'm trying to do.den always comparing me to so and so.worst still,ur tired from spending whole day in schl.
life is such...
sometimes i wish i din exist.

isaac

everything is jus my FAULT
i won bother u no more

isaac

geez man.
gotta thank peiying for tat bday present.
even though my bday is like over aeons ago.
anyway its the thought tat counts.
totally like the miniature domo plushie.haha.
life sucks seriously after i met u
lif is such.
i wish i was DEAD
so i won face u over and over again


Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of me

isaac

Sentosa today!!
ahaha.
waited for josh to pick me up.then took our time to get to sentosa.
then wen to look for jireh and his ex poly mates.
helped them set up the portable court.
played volleyball one game after another.
damn fun.
left sentosa bout 7 plus.
had KFC at harbour front center.
before heading home.

isaac